I’ve been I’ve been I’ve been
I’ve been touching fires for the sake of feeling
I’ve been chasing chasing chasing all these highs
So I could crash the ceiling
I’ve been restless tempted to follow every devil way down
I took it so low and at the time it looked like no way out

I had to see
Try to believe
I write my story and this ain’t how its ending
Said to myself
Said to myself
This ain’t how I’m gonna go down

When the bottom hit my soul
I had to climb up all alone
When the nights shut down my hope
I had to find a light to hold
You gotta break just a little
Die just a little
To come alive in the right way
And sometimes to get home
You gotta go
The hard way hard way

Turning turning turning
Turning every corner cuz my heart was yearning
For something more than 4am
Messed up in bed oh I don’t miss that feeling
I don’t see a reason
Chasing love down a dead end oh
But see the truth is
I wouldn’t know that unless I did

I had to see
Try to believe
I write my story and this ain’t how its ending
Said to myself
Said to myself
This ain’t how I’m gonna go down

When the bottom hit my soul
I had to climb up all alone
When the nights shut down my hope
I had to find a light to hold
You gotta break just a little
Die just a little
To come alive in the right way
And sometimes to get home
You gotta go
The hard way

I took the easy way out
I found
I wouldn’t know
Took the easy way out
To get here

When the bottom hit my soul
I had to climb up all alone
When the nights shut down my hope
I had to find a light to hold
You gotta break just a little
Die just a little
To come alive in the right way
And sometimes to get home
You gotta go
The hard way